July, enjoying the Now.

Well, the world is burning at the moment. War, interest rate rises and inflation. A lot of stress and pressure for many in the real world. Most people are feeling this in some form. This of course raises the question: how much do you live for the moment or the future?

My mortgage deal is up later this year and I’ve been working on ways to lessen the inevitable sting. I’m confident I will ride it out. Which brings me back to the moment. But first a reflection back to the past. I met two girls in May that I felt had great long-term potential but the wind has dropped out of the sails somewhat. They are both Serbian, beautiful and smart. We are still speaking daily (for the most part) but the inevitable reality that travel to Belgrade is a bit trickier than travelling to Poland has hit home. Plus, as a city, I don’t really like Belgrade. I thought one of them was going to herald in my transition out of Game, but I’m calmly resigned to the reality that those delicious streets want me back. They have me, they don’t want to let me go. 

So I am going to Croatia on Wednesday morning for two days before flying to Poland on Thursday night. The flights were far cheaper to go via Croatia rather than fly to Poland direct from Newcastle (I got two flights and four nights’ accommodation for less than the price of the direct flight from Newcastle to Poland). I’m looking forward to seeing a bit of Croatia and basically just relaxing in an Old Town and sitting by the beach and just feeling the moment. I feel amped and confident. I am excited to walk around and explore the new streets and talk to new women. I feel energised and excited. I want to make things happen and generate new experiences. 

I’ll then fly to Old Faithful late on Thursday night. I feel the same excitement levels building and feel content but intense and very motivated to meet new women and make the most of my time there (I have not booked a return flight yet). The air of complete outcome independence and excitement is strong and I hope this can be maintained. I am going to do lots of daygame. I am going to enjoy leisurely beers in the sunshine. I will have a smile on my face and enjoy the conversations with as many beautiful women as I can. I want to live in the moment intensely. 

BroodingSea, June 2023